Without You

from by Richard Egan

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recorded at home


once we had a love worth keeping
there was no time to bored
different notes of course
but always the same chord

and the wind
it can hardly fill the gap
that swallowed our map
it's so weird
not seeing you
or feeling you

i know time
does its job
on all planes
with one hand it heals the wound shut
the other one slyly fingers open up a new cut

it seems long
was it so long ago ?
a beautiful evening had begun
i went to text you i'd forgotten
that you ha gone

well i'm alive
at least i'm alive
but without you mama
without you

grief goes
but i never knew
that it would come back
in waves
to tease the heart
with what's missing
certain days are like ice
and they melt
those before
but traces of love still flow
with traces of private things
that nobody else knows
i'm alive yeah
but i'm hardly even here
each minute is fear

without you

yeah i'm alive
at least i'm alive
but without you mama
without you


from .wav goodbye, released November 10, 2015



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Richard Egan Malmö, Sweden

here's a little home recorded experiment of stuff, my friends always tell me i never release most of the stuff i do, and that is true to be honest because i see song writing as a gift to help with my mental health..
so when the song is done i feel like in a way it has served it's purpose..
hope you're good and i hope you dig the roughness and weirdness of these tunes..
.wav goodbye
x rich
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